Toshi's playlist at the moment

Anyway, I'm drop dead at the moment...
My body's not cooperating with me... :(

So, here it is, my play list at the moment:
1. Rest stop - Matchbox 20
And I thought, hell if it's over, I had better end it quick, or I lost all my nerve...
a girl kicking out a guy just 3 miles from the rest stop? this song is cool... *smirk*

2. Out from Under - Britney Spears
I don't wanna dream about, All the things that never were, Maybe I could live without, When I'm out from under...
Britney's baaaaaack! *lebay* anyway, I'm under my nyunyimut at the moment... so yeah, I'll catch up when I'm out from under...

3. First Train Home - Imogen Heap
And I can't do any of that here, can I? First train home, I've got to get on it...
Yeah, still the same homesick girl as I always were... Haven't found a better home to come to, anyway... No place like home... =D

4. Berganti hati - Anggun *yeah, she's still on my play list... :p*
Aku ingin pergi, dan berganti hati...
first saw the videoclip on my way back to Solo... heart transplant, anyone? *krikrikrik* *am heartless, anyway...*

5. Anything but ordinary - Avril Lavigne
Is it enough to love, is it enough to breath, somebody ripped my heart off, and leave me here to bleed, is it enough to die, somebody saved my life, I'd rather be anything but ordinary please..
scream baby, scream! never have been n ordinary person, so why would I change to become a normal one? =p anyway, missed singing this song with Heni out loud... *IS IT ENOOOOOOOUGH?????!!!* =D

6. PDA - Backstreetboys *ow, shush...*
Kissing and touching with my hands all over your booty, your PDA...
sang out loud this song in my office, and no one was even giving a smirk... ah, normal office... and sang this song for Dut and Kur2 and they laughed... aaaahhhh, this is the group I belong to... *PDA Kur, Dut... PDA...*

7. Samba Sunda - Bali Lounge
*krikrikrik* no lyric for this, I just loooooove the sound... :)
I just love this song, I don't know why... maybe it's because the complexity of the sound... ah, and I love depapepe's songs as well... superb! *care for a samba?*

8. Lirih - Chrisye
Ingin ku coba lagi, mengulang yang telah terjadi, tetapi semua sudah tak berarti, kau telah pergi...
I left... you left... you cameback... I'm still gone... sorry for the harsh fact....

9. The riddle - Five For Fighting
Here's a riddle for you, find the answer, there's a reason for the word, you and I...
still can't solve the riddle life has brought me... someday maybe, someday... when I start to find the answers... =D

10. Keep breathing - Ingrid Michaelson
I won't change the world, instead I'll sleep...
I like the grey's anatomy though... and this was one of the song there...

11. 3x5 - John Mayer
Didn't have a camera by my side this time, hoping I would see the world through both my eyes...
is it enough to frame things in my mind through my eyes? at the moment, yeah...

12. East coast of Java - Kayon
*anotherkrikrikrik* I also like the sound, hehe...
succeed to send the mp3s of Kayon to mas Andang..nice thingy isn't it, mas? I've told youuuuu...

13. The Ocean - Mae
You've come over unannounced, silence broken by your voice in the dark, I need you here tonight just like the ocean needs the waves...
Michie said Mae was good, and I trust him for that... it's the only thing that I can trust him on, huehehehe... =p

14. Peppermint - Plastic Operator
My peppermint, my sweetest thing, you can not loose 'cos I can't win...
Missed Bali when I heard this song... Sigur Ros from Anind, Maroon 5 from mas Galih, and Plastic Operator from Mylan... way to go, mates! let the studio swaaaaaay!!!

15. Two way Monologue - Sondre Lerche
So start the two way monologue, that speaks your mind...
I like how this song said about spelling names over and over... my name's rather hard to spell... =D and yeah, missed talking to Mum and Pap... =(

16. Last Train Home - Ryan Star (OST PS. I Love You)
And if you wait for me, I'll be your voice when you don't know what to say, I'll be your shelter, I'll be your fate, I'll be forever...
Train and Home... two way to describe me being homesick...=p This one, is something that describes me going home for good, which I don't know when...


16's good... 16 should be adequate...
Sorry, I'm in the state of emosijiwa and capekfisik, so my play list is kinda weird... Well, who cares anyway, right? =)

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TiQi Bo

absence

kataku, Kau yang berkuasa atas segala sesuatu
katanya, Dia yang berkuasa atas segala sesuatu

kami jadi bingung

bolehkah aku
memanggilmu
tanpa namanama?

-A blues for you, 2 Fahd Djibran

hey You, you know exactly how I think and how I felt. Could you give me any conclusion of how I suppose to call this thing? this feeling? this thoughts? this situations? Is there any name at all to state this condition?
Life's bizarre don't you think? it's full of crossroads where you accidently met someone and let them persuade you to follow them to walk along at their path of life, until they met somebody else or it's you who met somebody else. For those persons I've met, I thank you for all the lessons learnt. Life has no dead ends, that's what's fun. When you think you saw dead end, well you can always turn back, mate. Don't take life too serious.
Life led me to you, the one I miss right now. But you, I don't even know wether you were walking beside me or not. I can't read minds, so please talk. I can read signs, but you're not giving any signs at all. Or am I blind, to not see any signs from you?
I don't like this feeling, the feeling that I couldn't even describe. The feeling that I don't know how to express.
I guess I missed my absence towards feeling. Of me being numb.

If you happen to read this, I just want to know, where should I stand? In the corner of your street or should I keep moving to another intersection?


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TiQi Bo
mangap, bukan posting jatuh cinta... ini posting bingung permanen... so, just leave me be, past! you're history... there's where you belong...
I missed You too, You know... so let's say, a date tonight? would You care to step into my place?

Munyun

Right now. Yes, right now, at office hours, with piles of papers I'm trying so hard to understand, The thing that I really want to do is having a talk with Munyun.
I want her to slap me in my face and tell me to wake up and face the harsh life.
I want her to just listen to me babble about things that happened in my life
I want me to patiently listen to her when it's her turn to talk.

I guess, talking to her was the thing I missed the most from my Bandung part of life.

Munyuuuuuuun... I promise I wont lost my keys anymore, or get us lost in some parts of Bandung, or go through the wrong way in traffic, or anything else...

Just needed someone to talk to here, mate...

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TiQi Bo